Thursday, May 11, 2006

i love puppies and kitties

Stand.
Alone.
Myself.
Your fault.
I cope.
No.
You?
Me?
The same?
One of you?
All of you?
The actions?
The reactions?
Lies.
Fucking.
Lies.
Heart.
Racing.
Must.
Maintain.
Sense.
Hope.
Fear.
Hate.
Doubt.
Belief?
Faith?
Conviction?
Justification?
Maybe.
Play.
The game.
The tones.
Thebullshit.
I fall.
A trap.
Every time.
I'm sure.
My fault.
Understand.
Shallow.
You.
Me.
The waters.
Tide comes in.
No matter.
Pull me under.
Stand here.
Disappointed.
Again.
Shit.
Things.
Real.
You. You're fault.
You.
The same.
You.
One.
You.
The actions.
The reactions.
Blind.
Hope.
Who cares?
Humanity.
Maybe.
Fuck.
Play.
The game.
The tones.
The same.
Fuck.
Bullshit.
Fall.
Trapped.
Every time.
Never fails.
Yes.
My fault.
The waters.
Teased.
Leave me.
Nothing.
Faithless.
Residual.
Binded.
Fucked.
Make.
Me.
Imagine.
Him.
Friends.
You.
Malice.
Motive?
Answers?
Tell it?
It is.
Or was.
Weakness.
Signs.
Pointing.
Position.
Myself.
Want to.
Have to.
Fate?
Circumstance?
Trust? You?
Me?
Have to?
Optionless.
Think.
Grind.
Layers.
Scraping.
Enamel.
Want to.
Need to.
Love to.
No.
Can't.
Restrain.
Wish.
Pray.
Abstain.
Feel.
Human.
Seconds.
The world.
Important.
Necessary.
Questions.
Disproved.
Explained.
Time.
It comes.
The day. Fear.
Humanity.
Facades.
Here.
Wondering.
Anger?
Maybe so.
No matter.
Curiosity.
Make it better.
Not your fault.
Mine.
Me.
Games.
Fall in line.
Just couldn't.
Not wanted.
Nice guy.
Sweet.
Sincere.
Honest.
Romantic.
Treacherous.
Deceitful.
Dishonest.
Selfish.
Egotistical.
Maniacal.
Righteous.
Imaginary.
Still.
Expect.
Belief.
Change.
New person.
Overnight.
You.
Not a child.
The hints.
Easier.
Put it out.
Open up.
Easy answers.
Just. Think.
Astound?
Denounce?
Invigorate?
Denunciate?
Empower?
Impeach?
Pass.
Save it.
Another day.
Hate.
Facts.
Force.
Dig.
History.
Try.
Explain.
Things are.
They are.
Try.
My fault.
Maybe.
Probably.
Right now.
Relief.
Possible?
Logical?
Burning.
Quietly.
Intent.
Change.
Accept it.
Share it.
Refute it.
Make life.
Take plight.
Want.
No.
Hide.
Wish.
Could.
Should.
Can't.
Won't.
Repeat.



Alas, poor Yorick!
I knew him, Horatio;
A fellow of infinite jest,
Of most excellent fancy.





-bigal

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